It's not over 'til it's over?

No... I'm pretty sure it's over now.

I have made the decision to never return to Mayo's house. I am tired of me and my friends being blamed for the end of the world, when in fact, the world is not ending.

Certain people at Mayo's house have a habit of overreacting and blowing things out of proportion. I've seen it happen before (can you say Miracle Whip?). It was frustrating then, and it's absolutely infuriating now.

Yes, I have written some things in my blog that some of you have called into question. But here's the thing... I created this blog specifically so I could write whatever the fuck I felt like writing. Isn't that what a blog is for? I'm sure if we overanalyzed other people's blogs, we could find all sorts of dirty little details. But that doesn't mean we know or understand the person behind the writing, or even the entirety of the writing itself. Don't pretend to know me, or know who or what I'm writing about just because you picked it apart and filled in the blanks with your own interpretation.

Mayo's house is so amazingly full of misconception right now. I can't stand it anymore. I have repeatedly asked people to talk directly to me or to my friends if there are questions or concerns about anything you've seen us say or do. But still, the arguments keep ending up at Mayo's house where they don't belong.

It wasn't me who killed the conversation last night at Mayo's house. It was Kapunua and OPs with their personal flame war. Who wants to stay and hang out for that? I sure don't.

It's not me or my newbie friends who are tearing Mayo's blog apart, it's the regulars who can't stop freaking out long enough to realize that nobody wants to be around for their arguments and their conspricy theories. Most people don't care who Alie is, who UCB is, who blackrose is. Why should they? It really doesn't effect them.

You think my friends aren't who they say they are? Ok, you're entitled to your opinion. But why should that have anything to do with Mayo's blog being taken down? Oh right... IT DOESN'T.

Really, the only person effected by that information is me, since they're my friends. And if they're not who they say they are, then that's something I have to deal with. However, I have known them all for quite some time now, and I'm pretty sure I would know if one of them had intentions on bringing Mayo down. I can assure you, they do not have any such intentions. They're just people, like you and me, who came here because I was here, because they're my friends.

I don't think blackrose or undercoverbrother ever said what they're real names are. So I'm not sure why anyone would think they're lying. How can they be lying when they haven't said anything?

I gave Kapunua some information in private because she asked me directly and I felt I owed her the courteousy of my honesty. I see that she is now publicly divulging that information which I told her in confidence, and claiming that it is not true.

Kapunua honey, you can believe whatever you want, but it's really not fair for you to tell me you'll keep your mouth shut and then go blabbing it to the world. I thought you had more integrity than that. You know I've never had a problem with you personally, and I even defended you when my friends were mean to you. But these latest things you're saying... I don't know where you're coming up with it all, or why any of it matters to you in the first place. Yes, I know... Mayo is special to you. But my friends don't have anything to do with Mayo. I really wish you could accept it for what it is and move on instead of perpetuating these conspiracy theories with your accusations and non-evidence. You've been working so hard to produce a smoking gun that you can't see the forest through the trees anymore. Pull the blinders off and look around you! I think you'll find that nothing is as catastrophic as you think it is.

I'm so tired of defending myself and defending the people I care about. I thought it would be really cool for me to have real life friends who hung out at Mayo's with me. Some other people do, and I've always admired that. But I guess I'm not allowed.

[sigh]

And I thought I was going to make it through the weekend without any more drama.

Just another depressing day in blogland.

At least I had some silly fun with my friends last night. Thanks guys for spending time with me. I really needed that. I love you guys!