A New Day

Hopefully my post yesterday at Mayo's helped clear things up. I am not part of any conspiracy. I'm still a little mystified as to why people thought I was, but... what am I gonna do? I can't change the way people think.

I need to take some time to decide whether I still want to be a part of the family at Mayo's house. Please understand, the whole reason why I was absent from posting for so long is because I was pretty disgusted with the last big round of drama where everyone came down so hard on BC. There is a strong tendency towards overreaction, especially when someone has a "theory" about how someone else in BlogBelieve might have wronged others.

I understand that miscommunication happens and feelings get hurt. I get that, I really do. But at Mayo's house, people take it way beyond reason. I was already tired of observing the drama, and now I'm even more tired of being in the middle of it. I didn't do anything to put myself in this position. I never wanted this attention. It is not welcome.

A few of you trusted me and stood up for me, and I really, really appreciate that. You have no idea how much that means to me.

A few of you lashed out meanly. You heard someone else's empty accusations and you ran with it. That really hurt me a great deal.

I've never ever been accused of something so ludicrous as altering my blog to make it look like I have some connection to Mayonaise. I can't believe anyone would think that. The anonymous posters, I can almost understand. Some of them are jerks anyway. But the people who've known me for months???

I need to take a step back to reflect on these events. I am known for taking an extra long time to process my thoughts and feelings, and this situation won't be any different.

For the record, I will always write what I feel, no matter what people say about it. You can attempt to use it against me if you like, but there's really no point. I am honest to a fault and I have nothing to hide.

This is the last time I will post about this subject except to answer direct questions. If you have them, feel free to ask. Otherwise, I'm going to leave it alone.

It's a new day, and I'm moving forward.